p/s don't be coward

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................................blur blur now...

what wrong with me?? really shock.. i feel a bit happy, a bit bad and get more shock.. two things happen on me..

firstly, i get a call from a friend who have not been kept in touch with me long time ago.. it was a private number.. when i saw it, i was wondering who is that?? so far, i'm a polite girl (is it?? wakaka =p), i answered his call in a polite way.. my emotion >>> o.O i get surprise because i thought he was forgot me and almost three months he has not been calling me ..

First shock
O.o he said he was struggling to work these few months for earning money to marry me.. O.o
wanna earning money to support our future
our family
and that's why didn't keep in touch with me last few months.. o.O

Second shock
o.O i recognised him when i was working in kl central as a promoter girl..
since we know each other
untill now
he don't know i actually had bf.. O.o
he is not my close friend..
he didn't even request whether i have a bf before but just thought that i didn't have.. o.O

we ended the call in a way that let me really feel dissapointed..
after he knew i had a bf,
his attitude changed
the way of talking altered
he felt down..
and ended the call for a reason that don't want disturbing me to play facebook..

what am i feeling??? a bit bad..
why?
because he is not gentle..
in my mind..
even i had bf, we still can be friend..
a girl who had a bf also need friends..
had a bf does not mean that i will stop socialising with my buddies..
a guy who will stop be friend with a girl that rejected his love is DUMB!!!
when get rejection
no dare to face you, talk with you
is COWARD!!!

Secondly, i received a nudge through msn from my another friend.. and again, he is also a coward (in my mind) .. but, bad sure will turn better in one day even it had been worst..

Third shock
a coward becomes gentleman *wink wink
last time
he deleted my profile in his buddies list in facebook
deleted my contact number in his handphone
deleted my email address in his msn..
i think he changed his contact number also,
it may be..
HOWEVER
he contacts me through msn.. *wink wink =)
he told me

要紧紧抓住 不要放开


不然你就会后悔
幸福不是每个人都可以拥有的
if can been long with you ,
and let him to know you will never walk away from him no matter what
什么都要互相迁就 不要乱乱发脾气
两个人在一起就应该开开心心

simple words but meaningful..


Two souls with but a single thought,
two hearts that beat as one
我们会永远幸福的

appreciate our love with our love one,
our parents,
our friends
and even who care us

------peaceful ♥♥♥♥♥♥ & harmonious ♥♥♥♥♥♥------